WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER :/
I think this song is the interpretation of what my heart feels right now.
Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohh
You're not sorry no no ohh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohh
You're not sorry, no no ohh
I'm way past depressed stage & am moving on to happy stage.
When I say it's over, it will really be over.
Since you're not being honest & choose to avoid me, then I guess there's nothing I can do because I've done all that I can throughout this 1 year+. Think about it. How many times has it been when you just left me in the heartbroken stage?
I just hope that you will soon realise that avoiding isn't going to help anything at all. & when you have a whole new r/s in the future, please be more honest & share your thoughts to the future girl.
You can dislike/hate me after reading what I typed but I guess I can't really be bothered anymore as I've used up all my strength to salvage it. Just think on what do you really want before taking action.
So, I'm giving up. If this is the outcome that you want, well congrats. You got it.
But just remember that I love you.
I just need more time to handle this & by then, I'll be a new & happy person again.
7 comments:
what have he done to make you have such a strong impression on him? And made you so damn emotional?
If you're asking me what has he done, I don't really know it myself. Probably because I see a future in both of us & even if it's just the tiniest things that he does, makes me so happy. & that could even apply to him, just replying me with a smiley face. I still remember clearly how elated I was when he finally texted me that before we got together for the 1st time. Haha.
Maybe this is what you call Love? You can love a person so much even if their flaws annoys you.
& the thing that made me so damn emotional is due to him, not being honest with me & always chooses Avoid, as the solution. I really hope that he can at least, tell me something instead of End Now, Nothing More To Say.
Everything that happened that time just doesn't make sense for a breakup.
So what happen to him now? you see him everyday ? but theres one thing i don't understand. a breakup always make sense, unless he ran off with someone else?
Anon, I believe that there is a certain limit for curiosity. Don't you feel that yours is way beyond the limit?
I will only clear 1 doubt of yours. There was no 3rd party. HE is not like EC.
I will not disclose Anything else here.
Have a nice day.
fine, just relax.. i didn't say anything abt anyone. just don't lose yourself. you certainly didn't disclose anyone here.but i notice something, there's always someone talking abt him or u. why is it so?
I apologise if I sound a little unfriendly yah!
Hmmm if you're asking me that question, I've no clue as well. I mean, me & EC has been over ever since last year. & some people just doesn't seem to get that fact into their head. It is very annoying for me to encounter this type of comments once in awhile when CLEARLY, my posts refers to WH.
Oh well, I want to ask something of you. Do I know you OR do you know me personally? :)
I just wondering why , nth much just a anonymous person. good luck, way upup high
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