Thursday, December 31, 2009

SO....

I went to my workplace just now & guess what I found out?
I wasn't given any shifts for this week when I thought I will usually get it. How weird? :/
But oh well, I got to leave there soon anyway.
I'll be expecting a phone call to head down for a talk soon.

IT'S NEW YEAR EVE! SO EVERYONE SHOULD END 2009 HAPPILY!!
BEGIN 2010 ON A NEW NOTE AS WELL!
YEAH!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

AWWWW.
My mom don't let me go club tomorrow!!! :<
So which means, I won't be too tired afterall!

No more club nights from now on!
I hope!

School next week!!

Just got back home not long ago from Dempsey!
Celebrated cousin's birthday at Jumbo seafood!
Chilli crab + Mantous are the best thing ever!
But somehow I still prefer the Chilli crab over at Thomson Road though.

Anyway, I left a few days to enjoy!
Packed with activities for this remaining week!

Example:

Daytime Wed: Meet up with Poly mates for Town!
Night time Wed: Ladies Night over at Powerhouse!
(Final time to club before I turn into a good girl when school resumes!!)

Daytime Thurs: MJ session over at Wilson's place with Chris & Co!
Night time Thurs: K session over at Top One, Bugis! Starting from 11pm till closing!
(Yes, this is how I plan to spend my New Year Eve!)

Daytime Fri: REPLENISH SLEEP.
Night time Fri: WORK!!

Entire Saturday: WORK WORK!!

(What a nice way to begin my 2010 during the first 2 days :S)

So you see, my remaining week POOF. Just like this.
How cool!

Have been thinking about some things which I think is so crazy. I mean, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING.
Real or not? I don't know! I don't want to know! Afraid like hell!
I'm not going to disclose anything!
Bye!

Enjoy your remaining 2009 babies! :D
<3

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Last Saturday of 2009

As I said, celebrated my Mom's 55th birthday over at Ritz Carlton, Summer Pavilion :)
Food was really good, as expected.
I had 1 & a half bowl of shark fin's soup because we had an extra serving, causing me to feeling bloated only at the 2nd course of the entire meal. There were a total of 8 courses, mind you. & not forgetting the fact that there was a cake too, so that makes up 9. 9 lei! T.T
Well took some pictures! But mainly on food! Hehe!






I swear, I rotated this but it still turned out this way!


Doesn't look very appetising, does it? They just spam the spring onions!
But all the bones were removed & I mean ALL.
Taste was great! I love fish!



Bean curd & Broccoli & Mushrooms is love too!



She didn't expect the cake at all!

Brother missing!
But a nice dinner with family & relatives :)


Parents fetched me over to Vivo to meet up with Meihua & her friend & we headed to Powerhouse.
& PH didn't disappoint me at all! In fact, it surpassed my expectations!
The music was way better than the 1st time I went & it definitely made up for the past 2 times of failure + disappointing club nights.
& we were on the podium the moment DJ Kzee started his music, all the way till Trance took over for about 30 minutes. Then we went back to the podium again!
We danced all night (With 30minutes of rest only. Haha) , & part of the Remix really made us go '_|_'.
Example: Fire burning. "Somebody call 911!" then the music changed -.- It happened a few times ok!
But overall, the music was really really good! & the unexpected balloons came falling from the top. Really like a party!
We didn't want to get down to the dance floor because out of 10, 9 WERE ALL MALES. SO DAMN CREEPY. Very exaggerating also la!
We did go down to the dance floor but in less than 5 minutes, we were targeted -.-

Legs were aching like hell cause I wore heels T.T
We headed to Macs aftermath & waited till midnight charge was over.
We cabbed home from there then.
Paid $16 for my cab fare. Not very cheap but at least it's alot better than having the midnight charge included.

Well, seems like I found my favourite club :)))))))

Had sleep at 7am. Woke up at 345pm.
My sleepiness is getting to me now.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas Christmas

Spent Christmas Eve at my Auntie's place! Great food! I super love the Turkey especially! My ang moh uncle is a great cook! But I had the temptation to club again yesterday night :x

& Today? Over at the other Auntie's place for dinner & I don't know what time I'll stay until!
I woke up at 1+pm. I should learn how to wake up earlier!

Tomorrow? MOM'S BIRTHDAY! Over at Ritz Carlton, Summer Pavilion :)
& I think I'll go Powerhouse aftermath! HEEEEEEEEEEE.

Ok, I'll go prepare now.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I tested myself.
& I give 80% upon 100% to me!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
It will hit 100% soon :):):)

Approx. 1 final week of 2009 & I hereby welcome 2010!
I will make it a happy year! Happy > Sad
YES!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

1 DOWN

I AM OFFICIALLY TURNED OFF BY REBEL GUYS.

1. ALL SO CUI.
2. SO DAMN DESPERATE.
3. THEY STICK TO YOU LIKE A LEECH.
4. THEIR ACTIONS LIKE FAST-FORWARD MODE.
5. JUST DAMN BLOODY CUI. CMI.

GO THERE REALLY MUST MUST MUST BRING MALE FRIENDS ALONG!
& their Ladies Night is just free entry, no free drinks. Hence, PH is a much better choice! (To me) Got podium somemore!

THEREFORE, I WILL ONLY LIMIT MYSELF TO 2 CLUBS.
PHUTURE & POWERHOUSE.
& 1 THING I MUST TAKE NOTE, I WILL ENTER A CLUB BEFORE 11PM.
I HATEEEEEEE QUEUING TO ENTER.


I think the red ribbon hairband is so cute. HAHAHAHA.

The man woman joined us yesterday night!
Thanks to her, we managed to skip the queue at Rebel & to FINALLY enter a club without jumping again.
We started off with Butter then to Powerhouse & finally Rebel.
Like visit the clubs only.

Cassandra joined us for her virgin club night! Hahahahhahahaa


Lastly, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LAU ZHIWEI.
DON'T SO KP. 18 ALR.
I owe you 2 means I owe you 2 la :)


Ok, family gathering for Christmas later.
LOG CAKE! ^^

Saturday, December 19, 2009

I CANNOT EMPHASIZE ON HOW MUCH I HATE IT WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING & IT IS A RAINY WEATHER!!
And now, it is so bright & sunny but I cannot go tan because I've work at 6pm later. FML.
It always happens.

A thing to take note;
I should always remind myself to not think back. BUT THINK AHEAD.
Teach my heart to do this. Teach it HOW TO NOT THINK BACK.
It isn't listening to me. Even if it does, I know clearly that it is just temporary. It's just a 'mask'. It will still revert back no matter what.
It's not that I don't want to get over, is I can't.
Please slap me, somebody.

I need to go on Wednesday.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Don't stop, make it pop

I just downloaded DJ Kzee's latest remix.
& that got me very gian to go Powerhouse.
DIE.
WEDNESDAY FASTER COME!!
I'm very addicted to Bad Romance & Tiktok now.

Of all the days, it has to rain today & the sun has to hide when I plan to tanning!
I have to head down to the Post Office to collect another parcel of mine. I wonder when will I stop this.
I'm waiting for my Paps to be back home so I can head to YCK to register for my BTT.
I'll be resuming my usual work days this week which is Friday night & an entire Saturday. Am very sian of work. I always wanted to type the resignation letter but I feel so lazy to do so & do not know how to go about doing so.
1st week of holiday is coming to an end with a blink of an eye. Time is really fast, to the extent that I do not know what is happening.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Zoukout 2009

















One thing to learn, Zoukout was a total failure (in my perspective) & I won't go there ever again.
What's up with Green Day, Linkin Park, Jordin Sparks & worst of all, Miley Cryus during R&B time!?!?
What happened to Pitbull, Sean Kingston, Lady Gaga, Flo Rida, Kesha & etc?
Even though I don't listen to Mambo but I enjoyed it much better as compared to R&B.
Spent a total of 53 fucking $$$ & this is how much I 'enjoyed' after much anticipation.
Well, I'll be hitting Phuture/Rebel/Powerhouse during the holidays. LADIES NIGHT NEXT WEDNESDAY!!
I need real good rocking music & not some boohoo music classified as R&B.
But thankfully, the group I was with made up the night, at least.
& another thing that made up was, I almost had Survey guy's contact but only to miss him throughout the entire night after the 2nd coincidental meet at Stage D. Which was considered much of a pity.
& I remembered me & Charm KO immediately the moment we got a cab.

Changed or not? I don't really bother because people change overtime.
You have, I have. Everyone did.
I don't need you to shape me for who I am.
Able to retain back the friendship we had once before? I don't know & I don't want to know. Remember that it wasn't my fault that things were suppose to have an ending like this.
Your choice, your decision. I don't want to give a fuck anymore. Sick & tired of your nonsense.
'It will be totally over when I say it's over', once I said.
Now I say, It Is Over. & I am much happier. A burden disappeared, forever.
You'll be happier too.

:)))))))))
I will welcome 2010 with a fresh new start & getting to know more & more people.
Resuming school on the 4th Jan 2010 then 6 weeks of school left.
CNY & Melbourne trip.
& finally 6 months attachment. Then 1 final semester left in RP & graduation!
How time flies.

What I need to do now is, shower & head down to the Post Office to collect my parcels that have been lying there ever since last week. Hahaha.
& probably get coffee as well.
I suppose I'll register for my BTT tomorrow instead, since my Paps is on leave! :D

RANDOM

I realized...,
I hate to be tied down.
I hate the feeling of "suffocating".
I don't like repeating myself.
I dislike being bombarded with many questions.
I dislike it when people are against my decision (Applies to important issues)
So, no r/s at all. At least for a long period of time.
  • But...., Survey guy WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?!? AHAHHAHAAHA.
  • I think my red zone is coming soon.
  • I should be doing a nice entry on Zoukout or other miscellaneous stuffs tomorrow. Depending on my mood!
  • HOLIDAYS NOW!!!!!
  • My other half is leaving me soon......
  • HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TAM JIANDE!!!!!!
The very first thing I got to do is, REPLENISH SLEEP NOW!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Get out of my head.
I hate having dreams about you.
Waking up, only realising it's all a damn dream.
Dreams will never come true. Neither would you.
There is only hurt, guilt, disappointment, self-centered, avoiding.
You have never taken my feelings into consideration at all.
There will never be a happy ending between us anymore.
We should probably just not see each other.

Yes, I should carry on thinking in this perspective.
I should not even feel a slight heartache at all.
Yes, no heartache.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Mundane? Or rather, not..

Nothing much to blog about.
Or rather, I find no reason to post it up here anyway.
Realised I've only been able to express not so personal issues verbally. But when it comes to issues which are personal, I won't speak.
Been keeping things to myself. I don't like it but it's growing on me now.
All I can think of is Piano, Studies, Holidays, Club, Friends, Family, Shopping, Chilling, Coffee & a recent interest: Taking up a part-time Korean language course.
Love is out of my life. I hope, for good.

Well, down to not-so-personal issues:
I've yet to sign up for BTT.
I've yet to type a resignation letter to Bistro due to attachment sake. Not that I really want to quit.
I've yet to get a rather big sports bag for my every-Wednesday use.
I'll go search for part-time Korean course with reasonable rates & suitable location.
I will cut down in online shopping & go 'real-life' shopping.
I need to re-dye & perhaps, trim my hair.
- This is all I can recall now.

A thing I found out about my body. I'll have a fever/feel feverish when I have insufficient sleep such as, less than 5 hours of rest.
This sucks. FML.

Alright, 1 more week till Holidays!!!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Life gets god damn unfair sometimes even if you put in tonnes of effort into it but instead, it didn't turn out the way you wanted & it backfires & crushes your heart time & time again, leaving you numb to the dreadful hurt feel & therefore, forcing you to lose hope & just surrender & give up totally.

This, I learnt to not put my total effort in Love anymore.
& from this, I will divert the use of my efforts onto other issues.
I really feel like finding something which I can vent all my mixed up emotions, physically.

I need my holidays NOW!!!