You know who you are

As the title states, this post is for you.

It's been awhile since we last talked. Have you been alright during this while? No doubt I do visit your site at times.
I missed you as a friend.
We're not on talking terms right now. But I hope we can be, in the future.
I know mentioning about what happened, is probably something you don't wish to talk about or even remember. I didn't plan to be on close terms with you. I never planned for all this. I'm sure you know it just happened, we talked & became good.
I'm aware that you didn't see that coming. & am also aware of what could have happened.
I knew the situation will get very horrible if you were to find it out yourself. By that time, you'd think I'm a fucked-up selfish slut. I confessed to you because I wanted to try saving the situation to make it not end up that you will have the fucked-up selfish slut impression about me.
I don't cover & deny what I did, I admit to whatever I do.
I didn't know what else I can say that night as i knew, you'll tell me that you had nothing to say to me anymore.
I know apologising isn't necessary at all as it won't save the situation or even rewind time. But I still did.

If you're reading this, I hope you can feel my sincerity in this post. I know even if we get back on talking terms, there's no trust left. I totally understand that.
I did treasure our friendship, always will. If you ever need any one to talk to.., I will always be here for you. Just, give me a sign that we can talk again.
Take good care of yourself, my dear friend.

Dilemma

As much as my heart yearns to connect back to yours
& how stupid I may seem when it regards you
It leaves me with nothing but confusion
Hope I won't do any foolish & impulsive actions

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Solemnization!

Attended Cousin's church solemnization yesterday at SJI.
I'm not a church person but I like the decorations.
Witnessing the entire solemnization, makes me wanna wed too.











Making their vows...


& as usual, I'll do what I always do :>





Guess where is my entire outfit from! ^^


Today is just a test for myself on a post with photos, to refresh myself with blogspot again?
Prolly can be considered as a proper update? :)

Back on Blogger!

It's been a good whole 10 months since I touched this account of mine. I bet no one visits here anymore.

That might be a good thing actually because I can get to vent my frustrations here with the least possibility of readers. Well, I'm not expecting much as I'm using Tumblr too.
Tumblr has great photos. & as we know, pictures speaks a thousand words. But I say, it speaks infinity. Depending on how one looks at the picture.
Pictures can be a great way to express your wordless thoughts.

Anyway, just had the urge to start blogging again. But if it dies down, it's not surprising either.
Not really feeling in the right state of mind now.
All I know now is to remind myself consistently that, HE IS NOT MINE. Hence, I should not feel bothered about anything at all.