It's 3.05am now & I'm blogging.

My mom walked in Bistro just when I was about to end work. & what she had in hand? A movie ticket, 2012. At Lido couple of hours ago. Along with my dad, auntie & cousin.
Somehow, I felt warmth & definitely shocked.
It made my day & me, feel happier too.

It was rather emotional during work because I'll be quitting Bistro soon. Either Dec or start of next year.
I really don't wish to think about it but, I have no choice.
The management will not hold part-timers on standby & I totally understand why is that so.
But still, my heart feels really terrible when I have to quit. Really quit. Not there anymore.
Over there, I made a few good friends & they are really good pals.
Ok, I'm feeling the heartache now.

3:12am now. I'll be waking up at 9am afterwards as my family will be heading over to Suntec to get my N97 & to upgrade our broadband.
Yes, I'm not getting the Raoul Limited Edition anymore because it is really not worth it. Think about it. $1K for the phone w/o any plans of course & compared to the normal N97 with plans attached & at $400++.

So, I've been thinking alot. Probably too much & I've somewhat figured how I'm able to express what I really want. I hope it will work. I hope he will understand what I feel. I hope he'll be honest.

This, I got it from my FB. It is really motivating. Exactly on how I need & my understanding towards the word, Love.
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."
Really, I have to say that I totally agree to this.

Another quote I found when I was reading Seventeen.
"You don't need to give reasons for the things you do -- you just have to do what you want. & sometimes, the thing that seems messed up to everyone else is what's right for you. You have to do it & not be ashamed of it." --Kristen Stewart

On a side note, I'm going to write something which is contradicting.
I am feeling very tempted for clubbing again.

Ok, 3:22am now.
I should crash my bed now.
I'm outta here.