I've done things in which I am not known to do. But this time, I broke my record. I simply cannot be bothered.
I will not be affected by what others say. Be it me, being naive, stupid, the dumbest girl on earth.
I don't care. Because I know, I have not gave all of my strength & effort in this.
Somehow, I feel better than before. For me not being daring enough to admit to what I feel.
Now, I feel it's stupid to not own up & admit what one truly feels. It will be the biggest regret ever.
I need all the support I can from my friends!!

Soon, I'll be done. & I'll be there.
To chase what I want.

I'll get sleep now as my medicine is taking effect on me.
POWERHOUSE LATER. HEHEHEHE.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE CHAN. I'M SO GOING TO MISS YOU NEXT YEAR EVEN THOUGH I ONLY KNOW YOU LESS THAN A YEAR. BUT REALLY, YOU ARE 1 CRAZY BITCH. HAHAHAHA. LOVE YOU MUCH! SEE YOU LATER! <3